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Thank go i had my zune or i might have jumped off the train coz jezz these kids were mental,, and plaing dares was kinda fun,, even though they were trying to make me do pole dancing :s.
When we got there we had to wear massive jump suits apart from the fact that mine looked like it had been created by mc hammer.
The Blue team,, we ruled the entire game and we kicked everyons butt butt. Well me and elham won it for everyone else. We had to play in the woods but where it had been raining the day before the ground was so slippery,, so what do i go and do? Fall init of course lol. I just sat in the mud shouting at the other team who decided to shoot me while i was down =[. But i got my revenge by takeninghe ones that killed me out =]
Damn what a tirering day,, after watching 'i am legend' and 'american gangter' and 'AVP 2' i think i might have died on the sofa, and slept through a massive pillow fight =].
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Oh we really do live for the small things in life =]
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But what i'm really banging on about is that, whats all the fuss really about? If your in a relationship why do you need one certain day of the year to show them you love them when really you should be doing it everyday. My boyfriend thinks it's just a bit of fun and a reason to do something special, which i can understand, but still why can't everytime your with someone you love be special. It doesn't even need to be something big you can just tell someone you love or just do something simple for them.
Also why do some people just have to bring you down when your feeling good. I know some people get bad knews but seriously how much can one person. I'm there for them as much as i can but then again i can't help [seeing as i'm in a different country to him]. I feel in the need of some love =[
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and now its back
i can't help but think,, where it had all gone wrong
my worlds upside down,,
but i'm in the same old places, in the same old towns
running around looking for a reason why i'm so lucky
i lost him and found him once again
i won't let him go never again
he's mine no ones elses
love had left me
and it has come back to me
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Wasn't for me, never was
Look in the mirror for last time and try so hard not to cry
My cheeks wet
Make up bruises, won't brush away
Time to wash this away and forget the pain
Why not show this, why not tell people
They might understand and yet I know they won't
Maybe one day it won't be so hard being someone else
Living this dream that is so perfect for anyonce, Take it please
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supposed friends keeping us down
while the people we love move on above
live how we want
yes thats what they say
don't chase everyone else
but being excepted is someone else's game
be myself i say, don't hide anymore
step into the light and forget everyone else around you
but why can't i do it, why not leave or run away to a new forbidden place
everything else wide not tame
the sea like horses run wide everyday
but not me i must stay and for fill yet another day
one day i will stop stop hiding, or maybe just play someone else's game.
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lol what am i talking about i need sleep right about now :S
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